Wednesday, August 13, 2008
neway, so yeah. its me. thats the issue, realised that today. i guess im jus not made that way or rather im jus point blank stupid or blind maybe.
a lil hurt, a lil sad.
a lil lost.
need like a big hug. for a few minutes maybe.
Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came
surrender always comes with resistance.
ill remember this, always.
i dragged my friend along after the break and got cursed later. had a very wierd day today. things at coll are all very wierd with all the politics and its not even a month that coll has started! hah!
neway. missed my bro terribly today, sunno why. lets not talk about that, makes me very nostalgic. so yea. other than that, today pretty much was wierd.
very much of nostalgia.
was coming back home in the train when i was standing at the doorway, it was raining. dunno but i was longing for sumthin. i dunno wat it was. i dunno wat that feeling was.
u know, that ache.
why, i dunno.
Sunday, August 10, 2008
im so tired. its been a long week. a very good one. but a long one. made a newspaper today:)
my friends helped, big time. they actually took out time for me. sweet. so sweet.
love them, so much.
plus im losing wieght (im serious :!)
plus i made a poster :)
plus u know, :) *blush*
plus i love shantaram :)
im all smiles :)